Alex, I finally did it. I should be happy but without you here it's not the same. I wish you were here to share my excitement with me. You always helped me when you were here and I believe you are still helping me to this day. I would not have made it through the last few months without your guidance. I love you with all my heart. You will always be my hero. It is Christmas time and it's so hard not having you here. I went Christmas shopping today and everything reminded me of you.. I kept on thinking it's not fair Alex would love this. I will stay strong for you. I love you and would do anything to bring you back. Till the day we meet again. Marilyn